I know it sounds bitchy of me but I hate life. I just get shit from it. Not much good comes from it. I know I’m not the best person but don't I deserve to be happy? I mean once I’m happy for like 5 minutes some one I know has to go and get sad. Then their fucking emotions effect mine and I’m sad again. What did I do to get cursed with fucking empathy?! Come on people can't you all try to be happy for once? If you could all be happy for one day I’d be happy, but that seems too fucking hard for the world to do. I just want one day of peace and that’s it. Nothing more, but there is the fact that I want some one to love me for me and that’s it not love my body,(even though that would be nice) I just want some one to want to be with my personality instead of my body. To me it’s not a very good body any way. I mean it’s just a body like anyone else’s there’s nothing special about it. I want there to be something special about the person behind the face (in the mind) not just looks. Those are just a plus. Well I’m done with my rant.