Is there any way to get rid of pain??? i mean real gut renching heart breaking pain... not that psycial shit that most people call pain... i mean i know psycial pain hurts soemtimes but its not really permint.. emotional pain goes with you forever... weather you know it or not its still there haunting you like a bad dream... theres not much that can get you away from that pain unless you just want to block yourself eomtionally... which isnt really a bad idea it helps you cope with things that you dont want to or are not ready to or that you just dont give a shit about... in all reality most of the time i dont let myself feel any more... it just brings pain later and saves what little there is left of me... which honestly isnt much... too many time have i given some one i thought i could trust my heart... now im not sure that giveing my heart away is good but i do it anyway...i mean once youve ripped something up and put it back together many times do you realize that theres less and less everytime you put it back together... and if its ripped small enough you never find all the pieces... i know its not right to hide from someone who loves you but i cant help that when things are perfect that i have to poke at it till it makes something bad happen... i mean not all happiness has to have bad things right????